I can’t wait for the day you aren’t every other thought
I miss you more than anything but you have the life you musta sought
I want to wish all the best and send what’s left of u on its way
But the closure you have denied to me plots ways to make you pay
Your selfish exit from my life has changed me for the worst
I must move on and forget u exist but let me just say why I hate you first
I hate you for ur fake love..when I would have given u anything
I hate you for the bullshit friendship that cost me everything
I hate the fact that if I mattered u would have at least said goodbye
I hate even more you moved on instantly didn’t blink an eye
I especially hate you for making me grieve as if you no longer lived
I think that more than anything is why I won’t ever forget or forgive
But what brings the most hate for me to some might seem so small
I hate you so much because as much as I try I can’t even hate you at all




